Distracted

Damn I need to focus..
I just skipped ma math class, the motivation is just there today!
A lot on my mind I guess..that's always the case though
I still have to take my mid-term online
I am definitely happy about today and I should be IM ALIVE!!
I wanna do something fun, it being so long that I dont even know what classifies as fun lol
Might be an exageration but thats how I feel
Cant wait to start preparing for the babyshower and I so cant wait for the baby to get here
YAYYY BABY
Well Im off to do some homework
Untill we meet again lamo
It's Laterr!!

First Time!

I have it all planned out
wat to say..wat to do..how to act yet that's not how it comes out
Head full of so much sometimes I think it's not normal
So why is it all stuck up there! Up there in my head..?
Not a lot of things bother me but my own thoughts!! Eccentric..but that's ME!!
So many wonderful memories up there
however they don't erase all the bad ones.
I WISH THEY COULD..I WISH I COULD!
The worse part is that I partially remember and it kills me but
Do I try and remember what could possibly be the defining moment of my childhood/life
even if it mean acknowledging memories so hurtful they've been repressed?