Saturday, October 18, 2008

First Time!

I have it all planned out
wat to say..wat to do..how to act yet that's not how it comes out
Head full of so much sometimes I think it's not normal
So why is it all stuck up there! Up there in my head..?
Not a lot of things bother me but my own thoughts!! Eccentric..but that's ME!!
So many wonderful memories up there
however they don't erase all the bad ones.
I WISH THEY COULD..I WISH I COULD!
The worse part is that I partially remember and it kills me but
Do I try and remember what could possibly be the defining moment of my childhood/life
even if it mean acknowledging memories so hurtful they've been repressed?

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